Hi, My only goal was to breast feed after havi...

Hi, My only goal was to breast feed after having my baby. Didn't happen for me. 5 months later I am still expressing breast milk full time then bottle feeding my baby. I had too many midwives telling me do it this way or that way at the start and heaps of other experienced people forcing my baby on while my baby was crying even screaming. Got to the stage my baby would take one look at my breast and cry. I keep trying, now my baby bites my nipple and pulls away from my body holding the nipple between her gums while crying. Ouch! I am hoping to feed my baby breast milk until she is 12 months. Just wanted to find out if anyone else is expressing breast milk full time then feeding by bottle?